January 2010
The process of renewing the new will reappear once again. A fake process of replacing the past with the feeling of refreshing clean slates. The mental lie that puts hypocrisy in front of reality.
December 2009
“…forgive my lack of empathy, oh, I just love watching you bleed…”
– The Haunted - “The Prosecution”
Those around me accelerate as time goes on.
Experiencing life.
Exploring the world.
Enjoying the party.
Where am I?
I haven’t even started.
My eyes burn.
My brain struggles.
My fingers tingle.
My skin itches.
My soul yearns.
I can hear them. The Horde. Chanting. Screaming. Marching.
Is this the end?
A battle rages in my head. Hitting the sides. Tearing through. Layer by layer.
Make it stop.
Make it stop.
Here I am...
…where do I go?